sad note

today I couldn't wait anymore. I called JPS to enquire about the release letter from JPA. So sad to find out that the JPS has not even forward the letter to JPA because they haven't receive the release letter from BPR. Apparently, BPR send out the letter on the 20th of last month but JPS hasn't received it and they are still waiting. Earliest possible date will be 1.7.07. Lost all zest. At times like that, you wonder why it has to be like this. Maybe it is menopause mood change or it is just normal frustration. Either way I wonder why.