Wednesday, September 9, 2015

D day

d day. Results at hand. Confirm cancer. Operation, chemotherapy, radiotherapy, hormone,  . All was a chunk of words I don't know how much I herd and absorbed. lucky edmund was there. All was a blur

You just do what ever instructions they gave.

You just got waken up to what was gods will for you. What you do but accept. My world is crumpled. My faith is a blur. I find it so hard to push on. When it end how it end.

I don't question why for I accept it is his will. Full stop. Am I angry a little bit but the word is more numb than anything.

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