cancer two months ago is so alien. Beginning of the year heard that me I chee has it and she is about the only person I know personally that is a patient. I can't even think of another person I know. Today it is me!
I wish I have a magic formula but I don't. I don't know how to react and what to do. It brings you down on your knees and you only have Him for support.
You don't know if it ever ends. And when and how it ends. A painful death is so frightening.
So you kinda think you don't mind dying fast. But than dying is so sad. So your mood turn bad.
Then you tell yourself to be happy so that you can fight this monster and so the circle turns. Not only does it turn it goes up and down with your mood.
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