Feeling angry

tonight feeling angry, feel like dying want to give up. Feeling lonely. I am sweating profusely as I hear he tv and snoring from next door. You wonder why you want to live. Maybe God is telling me that is why he is taking me away. So ok God do it. Take me away to heaven or to hell. It doesn't matter nothing to live for nothing I can't leave behind. Just take me. No more pain no more fear no more anything. Just take me.